Tag Archives: realization

If I were in a movie, this would be the part where I finally realize that I just have to listen to myself, and with this revelation, I’d win some sort of championship that I’ve been training my entire life for. But instead, another realization- that although change is inevitable- to hold tight onto my [...]

answers

I’m having some kind of crisis- the exact opposite of puberty. Puberty is awkward, but at least I knew the answer to everything. I’m not trying to sound deep and philosophical in any way, but I can’t help and think of how strange the whole scheme of life is– not just how grand and fleeting [...]

Basic Essentials of Restrooms of mid-class Korean Restaurants

at least 2 soju posters endorsed by K-pop star(s) and/or comedian(s)
brand name soap dispenser containing generic pink soap
at least 1 Christian praise night flyer with distressed/ grungy type
a plant

I am sitting

in the dining area of a resort, eavesdropping on a couple of 7th grade girls on the other table. They’re talking about what they want to do with their lives after moving on to high school, then college, then what they want to do with the rest of their lives after they graduate, altogether, as [...]

loner

I like eating alone, reading alone, sleeping alone, watching movies alone. and it’s not some sort of anti-social, need-to-find-myself, I-hate-everyone phase. I just find myself stopping myself from inviting people to join me here and there, because I’d rather be alone. I just like it because it’s nice. The weird thing is that it seems [...]

Haiti

I’ve never had to worry where my next meal would come from, and I’ve never held a dying person’s hands, nor have I ever had a bedless night.For those who’ve been effected by the earthquake in Haiti, I’m inspired by their will to carry on when they’ve literally lost everything overnight. I’m not anyone to [...]

I am in New York_ Thankful

Every day, I’m still surprised to see all of New York city at my feet whenever I open my door- I still have to remind myself Dawn you are in New York. You are in New York.

I am in New York Right Now_ things that’ve occured to me

I’ve fallen deeply in love with New York, and I don’t care if I’m a cliche, because I know that all the love I give for this place is absolute, unconditional, perfect love- the kind of love that only new mothers of their first borns feel- the kind of love that exists- untouched, despite the [...]

I am in New York right Now _ rain

Rain back home sounds nice because it’s the actual sound of the rain hitting the pavement after it rolls down the roof or a flexible leaf or the hood of a car. but here, the sound of rain is absorbed by mounds and mounds of hair and the recognition of rain is actually the click-clack [...]

laz

I do not know why I am so lazy all of a sudden. all I want to do is lay in my air conditioned living room. I feel like school takes everything I’m made of and then grants me 3 weeks to recover, but it’s always fear that brings me back. now that I don’t [...]