Tag Archives: sad

If I were in a movie, this would be the part where I finally realize that I just have to listen to myself, and with this revelation, I’d win some sort of championship that I’ve been training my entire life for. But instead, another realization- that although change is inevitable- to hold tight onto my [...]

M

I miss Mikio

I’m still not in New York

I still get emails now and then from newsletters I subscribed to while I was in New York. I’ve been trying to unsubscribe from all ny venues and switch my location of my newsletters  (dailycandy, groupon, and thrillist) from new york to los angeles, but apparently some higher being finds it funny for none of [...]

Haiti

I’ve never had to worry where my next meal would come from, and I’ve never held a dying person’s hands, nor have I ever had a bedless night.For those who’ve been effected by the earthquake in Haiti, I’m inspired by their will to carry on when they’ve literally lost everything overnight. I’m not anyone to [...]

Los Angeles

If I stay here any longer, my brain will skip right over the state of depression. It will probably advance into physical explosion into a bajillion pieces of dawn. I will scatter all over Los Angeles. Every unhappy piece of me will inevitably drift into Santa Monica, because that’s where all the people who have [...]

summer

it feels like it here. Dawn, remember last week when it was winter in New York, and it was the most beautiful thing you’ve ever experienced? Yeah, I remember it. It feels so long ago. It’s because it’s far away

I am in New York right now_ Sufjan

so I didn’t end up getting a ticket for any of the 4 shows that he’s playing in NY. I’m so sad it’s pathetic
update: daniel found me a ticket. I saw and conquered. I love you, daniel.

I am in New York right now_ bacteria

I hear it’s normal for a foreigner of New York to be sick often during the first year. my body apparently is exposed to all kinds of different bacteria, and so my immune system is reacting normally and freaking out. I miss being healthy.

laz

I do not know why I am so lazy all of a sudden. all I want to do is lay in my air conditioned living room. I feel like school takes everything I’m made of and then grants me 3 weeks to recover, but it’s always fear that brings me back. now that I don’t [...]

knotts

my littlest cousin visiting from Korea is leaving this Thursday, so I took him and Shawn to Knott’s Berry Farm today. 
man, these rollercoasters are getting old. I don’t remember it being so bumpy. 
they’re the same to me.
really? that last ride really hurt my back. 
I don’t think it’s the rides that are getting older
*cry*